Hey!!!
im michele. im new to this whole thing so i figured id give you guys some background info. im 17 and i absolutely hate my body. there is nothing more i want than to be thin. i was anorexic for about 7 months last year and was pretty happy with my body but right before i started my senior year i had a mental break down and lost almost everyone that was close to me. it was a really hard time and the only thing that i knew would always be there was food. i became obsessed with it. id try to only eat one cookie and id end up having 20. i found food to be comforting but at the same time i hated myself for eating so much. i quickly gained back all the weight that i had worked so hard to lose plus more. i lived like this for almost 6 months but then realized i had to do something about it. i went back to being anorexic in february. im about 5'9" and i weighed almost 155 at the time. grossss i know!!!! im ashamed of admitting it and im down to 137 now but the weight isnt coming off quick enough. i feel gross and i hate looking in the mirror but my goal is to weigh at least 107 before june first. i find you girls to be inspirational and i love the support you have for each other. if anyone has any tips on losing weight as quickly as possible i would highly appreciate it if you would share them with me.
ohh and i plan on fasting for at least 2 days and maybe even a couple more if i dont get too light headed! wish me luck :)
im michele. im new to this whole thing so i figured id give you guys some background info. im 17 and i absolutely hate my body. there is nothing more i want than to be thin. i was anorexic for about 7 months last year and was pretty happy with my body but right before i started my senior year i had a mental break down and lost almost everyone that was close to me. it was a really hard time and the only thing that i knew would always be there was food. i became obsessed with it. id try to only eat one cookie and id end up having 20. i found food to be comforting but at the same time i hated myself for eating so much. i quickly gained back all the weight that i had worked so hard to lose plus more. i lived like this for almost 6 months but then realized i had to do something about it. i went back to being anorexic in february. im about 5'9" and i weighed almost 155 at the time. grossss i know!!!! im ashamed of admitting it and im down to 137 now but the weight isnt coming off quick enough. i feel gross and i hate looking in the mirror but my goal is to weigh at least 107 before june first. i find you girls to be inspirational and i love the support you have for each other. if anyone has any tips on losing weight as quickly as possible i would highly appreciate it if you would share them with me.
ohh and i plan on fasting for at least 2 days and maybe even a couple more if i dont get too light headed! wish me luck :)
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